So. Beautiful.

I love youuu! We are gonna make sure you have an incredible birthday b.c I know how much u hate getting “old.” You deserve the greatest celebration because the day u were born into this world is DEFINITELY something to celebrate. Ur my mommy, my best friend, my chef, my therapist, my nurse, my hand to hold, my role-model, my everything! Without you, I honestly couldn’t survive! I literally wouldn’t even be here!!!!! I love love love you!!!!! And again HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY!!!!!!

The geese are getting fat! Please put a penny in the old man’s hat! If u haven’t got a penny, a hay penny will do. If u haven’t got a hay penny, then God bless you!

Hehe that’s a nice song! But yessss christmas is approaching and I’m SOOOOO excited!!!! What I hate tho is how people in my family think that just b.c I have a job that means I can get them extravagant gifts! Ppl PLEASEEE! This lil bit of money is what I have to live off of. That money goes to food, and I’m not sharing. You guys get GUM!

Take note that the more you crave for a relationship and seek for one, the greater chances you have of getting yourself into a relationship that will hurt you in the end. Learn to be independent, and make yourself happy before you go out and try to make others happy. Being single isn’t that bad.

Being single isn’t bad at all. You should learn how to stand up on ur own two feet before you look for someone to lean on.

I realize now what is wrong wit me. Why I spontaneously burst into tears. Why everything and everybody tends to get to me. I’m so irritable and exhausted all the time. All I ever wanna do is sleep but I never get to. I’m so sad all the time but I cudnt figure out why. Thing is that I’m not SAD, I’m TIRED. I’m tired of work. I’m tired of school. I’m tired of thinking about guys. I’m tired of caring about guys. I’m tired of getting my heart broken. I’m tired of breaking hearts and leading people on. I’m tired of having fake people in my life. I’m tired of cutting out friends. I’m tired of the way my room looks. I’m tired of my daily routine. I wanna be able to do something that I WANT to do, NOT what I HAVE to do. I’m so tired of being too young. I’m so tired of being left alone. I’m tired of homework. I’m tired of getting no sleep. I’m tired of dealing with rude people. I’m tired of fake-smiling. I’m just SO GODDAMN TIRED that I cannot breathe!!!!!!!!

I need rest.

Leave things that happened in the past behind. Everything that’s happened in the past should not be brought back up. It not only hurt me, but it’s just not necessary. As much as I don’t want to, I want to just forget about my past and move on. It seems cold and mean, but it’s the way I want things. I don’t want things happening later on affecting me because of what happened in the past.

AMEN!!!!!