I want to grow up not because i hate my parents or want to get out of home but because i want the freedom to do tiny things like decided what furniture goes in my house and what colour the walls are and if i should go out at night rather than stay in doing work for once I want to decide what music to play in my own home while i’m cooking or cleaning and how loud it is. I want to experience the world without a barrier and to be able to express who i am through the little details.
This is probably the most important day that I need my best friend.
And I have no idea where she is….
Today is a very hard day for me and I hate that i have to spend it alone because my family is gone too today.
Daddy, I miss you more than you will ever know! I love you with everything in me and I still can’t except that you’re gone. It’s been 10 years today…. On Father’s Day…. That I had to say goodbye to you and I NEVER EVER thought that would happen. I remember the days before that I was sitting on the living room floor wrapping your Father’s Day gift. I thought it was my best gift yet. It was this little tool set that i got from my elementary school sale and I wrapped it in ten different ways making sure it was perfect because I hated all the other lame gifts I gave you and THIS one was my favorite. I went to sleep and the next day, June 14th, 2003 was the worst day of my life. June 15th, Father’s Day 2003, you were gone. You never got to see my present for you. But I still have it today and i’m never throwing it away. I found it a few days ago. It looks so much smaller now…but I guess that’s what happens. I don’t want to be sad today because I know you wouldn’t want me to be. And even though I’m crying now as I write this…. For you I will put on the prettiest smile that I can manage. You are my angel! And I am carrying you around my neck forever! I love you Daddy! I miss you more than ever! Rest in peace
kelly rowland texting her boyfriend via microsoft excel and then getting annoyed when he doesn’t text back